Hi,

Just thought of pouring down some thoughts that was wondering in my mind. Wow, America.. America bhandai.... yeta uti kehi naheri... aaeyo.. Tara never in my wildest dreams I would have thought Ki.. Life will be na yeta ko na utako..

Always short of money. je kaam paye pani garyo. afno self esteem ta kata ho kata. I am not rating any work higher or lower but one should do what she or he likes. There is a sayint that," enjoy your work and you will never work in your life". Tara tyo saying ta mero kehi kaam ko bhayena. Now that I have finished my school, I don't find any jobs that sponser me. In Nepal, people think..once you are in America, you hit the jackpot. I only know what i am going through. Stress has become part of my life. I have started to lose trust on people. No offence, but if you are going downhill your own community will laugh at you too. Neplai haru kina yesto bhayko.. I hardly met any Nepali that give true advice to other nepali. If one nepali is in better position, he or she only try to play big shot. Where is our Unity?

With this message, I would like to request all the nepalese who are applying for American Universities to explore all the options before coming here. I know.. you can do a lot coming here but life is not easy as it seems. Common, one has to be honest, and I am giving you my honest opportunities. Please just don't come here because you got accepted in the universities. Think for days or two, how will you manage your life here. PLEASE ASK YOURSELF THESE QUESTION?

Why do I want to go to America? Is it becasue everybody is going and you want to go too?

Do I have sufficient scholarship?

Am I better in Nepal right now?

Am I ready to struggle to that extent and still be the same person?

Am I not ready to see my family for couple of years?

Am I adjustable to the foreign environment?

These are just the basic question? Please keep in mine, coming here is not a bad decision but coming here without exploring the options will lead you nowhere.